Trial of Love

Late night airport pick-ups suck when I’m not meeting you to bring home to me.

Love always…

It was a Monday – our first date. I invited you to meet me for lunch at The Bay. I never wanted to leave. I was completely captivated by you.

It was months before, in November, when you started a conversation with me. I remember asking what your Thanksgiving plans were.  I tried to ask you out for a drink several times after that, even reaching out on social to ask you out. To no avail.

Then, one day you messaged me out of the blue. I had figured you just weren’t interested.

But, I took a chance and invited you to lunch on one of your rare days off. That first date was on Monday, April 7. We had lunch, and we kissed before saying goodbye. I was totally hooked. We went to dinner the next night.  That was the beginning of a little more than a year of on-and-off dating — before your moving away.

I’ve known you for 12 years, and every time I see you, I fall in love with you again,

Missing you always and wishing you well.

Just remembering when bringing a few calla lillies to work would bring a smile. Just missing the smile.

Hi,

I hope you have a wonderful birthday month, remembering all the joys of life, celebrating and loving life. May your summer be pleasant and fun, and full of joy and love.

Love, Always.

Happy New Year!

I hope this year brings you joy and happiness. I think about you often and wonder how you are doing. Do you still check this blog? Are you finding any joy in your life, even for just a moment?

Miss and love you.

I spent the last three days packing up my youngest child to help him move. He sold his condo and is planning to move to Denver, but for now, is moving to his mother’s property in the NEK (with the dog).

It brought back many memories of packing up someone I love to have them move away. The feeling that I must help because I love them and I want them to be happy, with feelings of dread and loss that they won’t be in my life anymore (or not much). Feelings of love and love lost all at the same time.

How many years have gone by? And the feelings are still there.

All my love wishing you happiness and success in your journey through life.

Past

 

I hope you’re doing well. All the best.

Just scrolling around, and saw this. It made me think of you, think of us.

I hope you have a great weekend and have some fun. Too cold and wet here to do much…. but spring is coming.

I keep thinking about you, wondering how you’re getting along in this short but cold month. Did your travel home go well? Are things better or worse with your mother nearby?

It seems that every time I see you I fall in love with you again. You’ll always have a piece of my heart. I’ll always want you to be happy, vibrant, and safe.

And, I want to thank you for always making time for me, even on your short trips. I hope you enjoy seeing me (and I assume you do, or you wouldn’t bother).

Love always…..

 

Happy New Year!

I truly hope this year will be happy for you. You are always on my mind, with me wishing you a good life, happiness, and joy. I hope you could enjoy the holidays a little, even with work.

Not much has changed here. I had to spend most of the day after Christmas in the hospital with Dad. Another AFib event that required cardioversion (correct?).  Things not looking great for him coming into the new year. But, I’m sure his happy to have all the attention on him.

Life goes on.

I still dream of the day when life gets easier, love is deeper, and that you’re happy and content.

Love and best wishes always.