Yes, I’m an asshole

I made you sad. Yes, I’m an asshole.

I sometimes want you to be sad and homesick. I want to you wonder why you left, and how you’ll get back home. I want you to want to come home to me. So, yes, I like it that you miss me, and I wish you missed me enough to want to come home. But, I know that isn’t likely.

But, I don’t ever want to be the reason you’re sad. I want you to be happy. I really do. Of course, I wish you had been happy with me. Maybe someday…. because if we are really meant to be (as I often think), it will happen.

Life continues, but my feelings haven’t changed. I miss you and love you.

And lately, I really miss holding you all night.

Good night, and I look forward to talking sometime soon.

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.