Wednesday, 10:00 pm.
It’s been a hard day – missing you and our chats. I feel so horrible. I was hoping against the odds that you would message me after your counseling session or after work. Do you hate me? Am I so horrible? I really don’t know why this couldn’t work out. I love you, and you seem to want to be with me – sometimes. But I guess I have ruined it. I am lonely and so sad. I don’t want to live without you in my life. You became my friend and lover, but I guess I could not be who you need. I just wish you would call…..
