You ask why I keep coming back. I have gone no where. I am always here in my love for you. Why do you come back?
Is there still something here? I think so. I hope so. I want to believe there is still more to play out – more to being together than apart. More to caring.
Why don’t I move on? Simply – I don’t want to leave. I don’t want to stop loving you or caring about you. Can you handle that?
So, I wait to see what will happen next. Will we find a middle ground? Or will time move on and leave us worn and broken.
Eventually we will move one way or the other. Some life event will bring us closer or move us further apart. But for now, I try to take it as it comes.