Why I’m not posting

I have a lot of feelings swirling around, but mostly that I don’t want to argue. It seems every time I post I just make you feel bad or you tell me I’m wrong in some way.

I see no reason to post just to cause hurt feelings.

I don’t think you really care about how I feel or what I have to say. It seems you only care that I somehow both forgive you and don’t want you. I still need time to process. Time to decide if there is any reason to ever talk with you again. You clearly said I don’t matter enough to you.

1 Comment: her 5/2/2016 06:07:48 am

And that is why I did not want to send the email. I should have written it and deleted it. Yes, we should talk…not text. Can you talk at all tomorrow? I am finally off for a day.

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.