Sunday, 10:00 pm.
My heart screams WHY? You said you would text me today after your family picnic. I have not heard from you.; I feel you are done with me, again. Its past ten, and I wonder if you are home in bed or out running around. Did you go out on a date? You confuse me so, and you don’t seem to care about my feelings or how you cause me pain.
My sister suggests I should just take my pain now and call it quits – dump you before I realize you dumped me long ago. I don’t want to be without you in my life, but you treat me like shit. I should not answer if you come back. You don’t deserve my kindness. You abuse and use my love with nothing in return. GO AWAY AND LET ME DIE!
