8:50 pm.
What a day. Am I confused? YES. But, I am feeling hope. Maybe I shouldn’t, but I feel there is a chance that someday we will be ok together. Yes, I was worried about having lunch with you. And yes, I did something that I may regret (because you will get mad). I mailed you a card with a receipt for payment of your cell phone. I hope you will accept it as a caring gift. Part of me feels I should have sent you flowers. Maybe not getting flowers goaded you to contact me. I’ve written the reasons I love you, but I’m afraid it sounds hallow, just words. There are so many little, seemingly insignificant, things that made me fall for you. Maybe I’ll send it to you the next time you dump me or ask why I love you. Its loaded in my phone. Thank you for today. I am here for you. I do miss you and love you.
