Thanks for coming to lunch. Too bad they put onions on your plate. I hope you had no effects from it.
I know there is a lot we both are waiting to say, that we feel we need to say. Therapy was hard for me today because I haven’t progressed and I’ve been avoiding making some hard decisions. I could see the frustration in Matt’s face as I told him about the events of the last three weeks.
I like our time together. I truly enjoyed seeing you, even though I often want more. I have no read on your or our situation. I worry about what our next conversation will bring, or if we will even make it to a conversation before you run away.
As for the deposit today – it is only because your car set you back. And it is only for a few days. Please don’t read into it that I am “taking care” of you or somehow taking away your ability to take care of yourself. I know you can take care of yourself. I just don’t see why it should be so hard on you when it doesn’t need to be difficult.
And, yes, you heard me last night. I was hoping you would call anyway. Maybe someday you’ll appreciate that someone cares about you.
