taking care of you

I’ve spent the last 25 years of my life caring about and taking care of others. It was the way I was raised. I often put my own needs last.

You said you never wanted to be taken care of, that you didn’t want that. I can’t help but be who I am.

Why do you tell me the things you do? Do you want me to care about you still? Are you hoping I don’t?

You’re right, I’ve been grabbing at stings, trying to keep you in my life with some grand hope that you will come back some day. I’ll try to stop.

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.