still missing

I know you miss me sometimes. Maybe I don’t want to believe you so I can get away… but mostly I want you to miss me the way I miss you.

I want to you miss my holding you at night. I want you to miss the times we did just the most boring thing together like get groceries, make dinner, do laundry, or just drive home late after work. I want you to miss coffee in the morning, lunch visits, and afternoon surprises. I want you to miss all that is here at home that has always been waiting for you.. wanting you more than anyone.

So yes, I know you miss me sometimes. I still miss you all the time.

Question: Is it safe to send you mail? (not email) Or, will that cause more drama than it’s worth?

P.S. Is your therapist telling you to not follow your heart?

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.