I just don’t really understand what changed between September and October. Was it something I did or didn’t do? I thought and felt you were in love with me, and then it seems to have just evaporated. I could understand if I had been a cheat or abuser – but to just have your love disappear is crushing my soul.
I don’t fault you, because we all need to follow our feelings. I just wish I could understand how they seemed to change so quickly.
1 Comment: Her – Nothing changed, I am just not happy. I did not want a relationship, I had said that from the beginning. I tried, I truly did. And it is not always about love…… It’s about being yourself, I don’t feel like I had been myself for a long time. I need to be myself before I can be a couple. I do love you, but I am not sure I am in love with you. I think you are wonderful, and you have a lot to offer. Yes, you can be slightly overbearing, and sometimes you are a little clingy…. These are things I don’t deal will with. I don’t know if I can explain this. I don’t know if I am explaining it well right now….. 12/3/2014
