4/25/17 10:00a
I was driving through downtown and looked over – it could have been you, walking down the sidewalk wearing big sunglasses and a familiar coat, dark hair. I wasn’t sure if I wished was you or glad it wasn’t.
Hurt
Even stupid memes are true
4/6/17
Why lie? I know already
April 4, 2017
Why must you hide your truth from me? I was being your friend, but it turns out you can’t be mine.
You wrote “I no longer surround myself with men… I no longer care what people think of me.” And, that you are happy being single. Yet the very same day you change your profile picture and relationship status. You think that locking me away from your profile will keep me from finding out? There are too many ways to learn the truth on the internet.
It hurts that you lie to me so much. That is why I don’t post or reply to your emails.
I learned my lesson
I forgive. But I will never let anyone get close enough, the way I let you get close, to hurt me the way you hurt me. I will no longer let my forgiveness become my foolishness!
BITCH
unfriended
3/22/17 – Her: I unfriended you on FB. I know it will piss you off. I feel like I need to sensor things, or delete people’s comments because I don’t want you to get hurt. I posted last night that I fell in love. I realized even though I have fallen in love with me and my life, I didn’t want that post to hurt you. I was going to delete, but then I thought “it is my page, I shouldn’t have to worry about what I post”. I do worry. I don’t want to make you sad if you see pictures of me doing things. I don’t want you to hate me….
Not pissed of, just hurt beyond belief. Time to run away.
What can I do that makes you happy?
What can I do? I want you to be happy, especially when you think of me. I don’t want to make you sad. So, what can I do?
Your happiness means a lot to me. As does your health and wellbeing. Love…
Happy Spring
I’m glad you’re having fun. It’s about time.
I was backing off from texting and emailing you this week. Just as I need to be careful to not grab at stings that only pull my heart but lead nowhere, I understand you don’t need me pulling you back to home when you’re not coming back.
I am truly happy that you are finding happiness and success. You deserve it, all the happiness life has to give.
Love, always and forever.
P.S. Feel free to messenger any time
1 Comment
Her 3/21/2017 05:19:27 am
As usual I feel like shit. You call and text, yet I am the one who feels guilty. I had a very long comment that I deleted. It was the same thing I always say. Reading a book called Everything Happens for a Reason.. .. It is very insightful.
Fuck Mondays
I’m sorry about today.
I love you. I always will, but I understand you need to be you.