Not surprised, but still devastated

I am not surprised you broke up with me, but I am still devastated. Its all I can do to function. You have sent email and a few texts – but I fall apart every time I see your name on my phone.

I brought your stuff to you so you wouldn’t need to come here. I know you didn’t want to face it.

I am not sorry I love you. I still think it is the right thing, even if you can’t love me. I should know by now that I am not lovable.

I wish you well, but I need time to try and recover from the pain. I’m sure I will see you, and I will want to try and engage you in conversation, but it won’t work for now.

I just need a little time and space to get used to being alone again.

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.