No matter what I do

I can’t stop wanting you. That feeling that somehow we should be together, in some way, has never left me. Since the first day we chatted at your work (November 2013?) I’ve been drawn to you. It took me no time to fall in love with you. You were so open to me.

This feeling doesn’t leave me. No matter how much I try to move on or “get over it” I just feel like someday it has to happen.

I was alone last night and I only wanted to call you. I am alone again tonight. Should I text? I’m feeling like I’m bothering you.

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.