I was thinking about you over New Year’s. About you moving, and about what, if anything, that means.
A few things you don’t know. Since you moved away, I’ve had $2,000 cash in my safe in case you called and said you wanted to move home. I wanted to be ready at a moments notice.
When you didn’t call on Christmas, or respond to my email and text, I got the feeling that you’re trying to create more [emotional?] distance between us. It was unlike you to say you’ll do something and then not follow through.
I get you are trying to find your own way and live your own life. And, I get I am not part of that. I know you don’t want to cause any hurt feelings – for me as well as for you.
I wish you well, and I try to be your friend (if you want).
Be well and take care of yourself. I look forward to hearing from you always.
