Jealousy and insecurity

Dearest,

Thank you for calling me last night. And thank you for your understanding and sharing of your time. Our conversation has left me feeling a bit insecure and jealous.

Did you tell me about your dinner to see if I was ok with it, or to see if I would be upset? I am trying to be trusting and non-controlling. But, I still worry that maybe dinner was really a date. And even if it wasn’t a date, do you still have feelings for him? I know you would have told me if it were a date.

The story seems to have changed a little – from dinner with a friend to dinner and a movie with an old flame. Am I jealous? A little. Am I insecure? Yes. Am I upset? No, because I know you need to work these things out and you need to have your own space. And, you called me which reassures me that you want to keep exploring the possibilities with me. I will work on my insecurities.

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.