I haven’t posted because I just can’t get the thoughts straight in my head.
Yes, I know what I want, but I fear I am but playing the fool. I don’t know what you want… and I’m guessing you don’t either. Or, at least not clear enough to share.
I was glad you made time to see me. If you hadn’t, I was resolved to just drop out of your life. To me, it is a measure of how important I am (or am not) in your life. But, that raises questions to which I’m not sure I want the answers.
I will always love you. And I know you don’t really understand it…. maybe it is closest to that someone you feel you will always love, even if they are no good for you. The difference, I know you could be good for me, and I think I could be good for you.
But, at last you are there and I am here. And, it looks like that won’t change. I am glad you are following your dreams and happy. You know I will always be just a phone call away.
Meanwhile, my heart wants you and my body misses you. (I’m still waiting for that photo 🙂
So, you haven’t posted for a while either. Be safe, stay happy, and I pray you feel better.
My true love….
