I always tried to be with you, but I always wanted you to be with me……
Why do I want you? Simply love…..complicated, messy, irrational, sometimes needy, and occasionally wonderful.
When we are together, I feel we fit together. Even when you were saying you didn’t want to be with me (at my sisters), there was an undeniable bond between us. A bond I tried to keep, and one you tried to break.
But, I am selfish, and always wanted to you to be with me…. and only me.
I saw you are planning a fall trip. That from someone that never wanted to plan anything in advance (with me?). Maybe we’ll be ok by then and can say hi. I don’t think I’ll ever stop caring about you or stop loving you… but as you say… I need to stop being in love… and that is slowing ebbing away.
Be well. I hope you find that happiness you seek.
1 Comment: her 6/5/2016 05:04:11 am
Have you ever read my blog and yours and noticed the vast difference? Yes, my reunion is in September, I will be there for a week. I would like to say hi, but I don’t want to destroy the progress you are making…… I will leave it up to you.
Have you ever heard of the front porch theory????
