I wanted to hold your hand…

I wanted to hold your hand. I wanted to hold your hand forever. I guess you couldn’t handle that.

I wish I could understand what happened between Wednesday night when you said “I really want to see you” and Thursday night when you said “I don’t want to date you”.

You are cruel and careless with my emotions. You only want me when it suits you, and you don’t care about the damage you do when you decide you don’t want me anymore.

You ripped my heart out and shattered it. Then you tried to do it again. You say you don’t remember parts of what you said on Thursday. Even if you don’t, it doesn’t excuse the pain and suffering you caused. I loved you completely, and you took advantage of me.

If you read this, you still owe me $40 for your bus pass, and I expect to be paid. The almond milk is a gift. My heart is not.

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.