I don’t mean to seem rude or distant, but I can’t figure out how to handle life without you, or how to have you in my life and not feel the hurt and loss.
A lot has happened this week, and yet I keep coming back to wishing you were with me. I love you and I don’t know what to do with that love. And I don’t want to push you further away or make you feel bad.
If you ever want me or need anything, you know how to reach me. I won’t avoid you, but I’m afraid to try and contact you – afraid of more rejection. I’m sorry.
Author: Him
A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.
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