7/9/2014
Wednesday, 9:00 pm.
Dearest, we exchanged emails today about having dinner together on Saturday. I know you are worried that I want more than you can give. You are right. I want all of you, and love from you, and sex with you. I know this is more than you can give right now. So, I will do my best to wait. I hope I will not be the fool. But, if we don’t visit and spend time together you will never have the chance to fall in love with me. How do we balance each other?
I want to always be with you. How do I make you want to be with me? I love you so, and pray for us. Good night.