Saturday, 5:30 pm.
We talked a few minutes and then texted a few times. I was relieved. I just wish I could hold you and hug you. I am lonely and bored and exercising patience; and I hope beyond reasonable hope for an outcome of love. You do deserve me, and I deserve your love and devotion. I pray to god for your love and for you to accept that I love you. I wish I knew how long to wait – wait for your love or when to stop being the fool. I pray I don’t need to wait for years or months. I will send you an email tonight, my love.