Thursday, 6/26 at noon: I had therapy this morning and realize I need to accept a life without you in it. I keep expecting you to text or chat. I guess either you are as sad as I am or you are happier without me. I am not happier without you. I am just as miserable as Monday night. He (therapist) said I should not contact you – for your sake as well as mine. He said if I really cared about you I would let you go. It’s just so hard. I am sad and lonely. I still hope you contact me. I was going to text you on your birthday just to say hi, but He thinks that is a bad idea as well. I put in my calendar to send you a friend request on September first. Maybe we will see each other then. If I can just hold on.
