Yesterday was a year since I packed you up and you moved away. You finally said good bye.
It has been a year of loneliness, tears, false hope, and frustration. No matter how hard I try, I am not the one you will love.
Everywhere I go I have memories of us together… but just memories. No longer hope.
You said some disturbing things yesterday. I hope they are exaggerations. But I can not rescue you when you don’t want to be rescued. Maybe you are just checking to see if I still would? But yes, I wonder if I am being played with, like a cat plays with a mouse – just an amusement.
So, you said it…”goodbye”. I hope you at least got some good memories from me.
