Going to the bank isn’t the same

I did something I haven’t done in a while – I walked up to the bank on Friday. First, the weather was finally nice enough to walk outside. And second, I had to make a deposit right away because of the Monday holiday.

It seems surreal to walk in and see Austin there and not see you. It just took me off guard for a moment last week. The walk back to work was spent trying to reconcile my feelings to reality. Sometimes, you just forget and are caught off guard. Like when you pick up a coffee cup that a parent used all the time and the memories rush in.

Just rambling thoughts while missing you. Be well and find happiness. You deserve it.

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.