Spring seems to have decided not to come here anytime soon. It is a bit cold and there is not much to do. I spent too much time inside this weekend, looking at the same walls, in a bit of a funk.
As much as I would like to get out of this place, I am reluctant to put myself out there. I feel unwanted everywhere. I just see memories with no future. Dieting sucks and I haven’t lost any weight in two weeks. I get so hungry and then grab a snack because i just can’t stand it. I’m not eating junk, but I’m eating more than 1200 cals a day. Hopefully the warm weather will hurry up and get here so I can get the bike out again.
I hope you have found some way to be happy in some part of your life.
1 Comment: her 3/27/2016 07:47:48 pm
I am in a funk also. Alcohol and antidepressants do not change it! Good luck!
