feeling the world is against me

I just don’t know what to do. I try to act normal, pretend things will work out, but at each turn I feel more sadness. I forced myself out of bed today to go to church, only to have my car die. I walked down to work to try and keep my mind busy, but I am cluttered with thoughts of you – good thoughts of past times and prayers for you.

I know life moves on and time marches past. Thank you for your comments, at least I feel like you don’t hate me. As for the photo – its of a great time we had together, and that isn’t recognizable. My other photos of you I keep for myself, not to share with the world.

1 Comment: Her – I have no reason to hate you. I care about you. I love you. I just don’t want a relationship. You cannot handle that. It puts at am impasse…… 1/4/15

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.