emailed my heart

Saturday, 9:45 pm.
Dearest, your step dad died today, and you sent me that text. I so much wanted to come find you and hug you. I wanted to be the shoulder you cry on. I emailed you my heart, but your reply felt distant. I feel there is no emotion from you but it is so hard to tell without hearing your voice. I’m not sure why you sent me a text early today (Saturday) to say you were moving. I knew. Did you want me to react? I miss you and my heart aches for you. I feel I will love you always. I can only hope that someday I am able to move on without you. I’m not sure if I should email you again or not. I am tired but I hope you call. -goodnight.

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Her – Just reread this….what a horrible addition to my already horrible month! I still try to skip June (Jan 27, 2017)

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.