Do you resent everything I do?

I feel like there is nothing I can ever do right by you. I brought your stuff up to your apartment to save you from having to come and get it. But instead of thank you I get criticized for doing so. I buy a bed cover, but all I hear is that it’s the wrong one. I bought you a replacement phone and you object. I give you gifts and you seem to resent that I can do that.

This is why I was not surprised you dumped me. There was nothing I could do or say that was right. And it hurts that you think so little of me that you always assume the worst instead of accepting that I made an effort to try and make your life easier or better.

I don’t wan to fight with you. I wish I could hug you, but I know you don’t want me. I will try to accept this, but it takes time and tears.

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.