I was just wondering if you ever think of including me in your life. I feel like I’m intruding when I have to ask to join you for a drink or go along with you.
I know you’re going to think I’m moody or pouting, and that just makes you pull away more. But, do you ever consider asking me to join you? I feel like you don’t want me to be around you with your friends or in public.
You said ‘ll last night you are reluctant to reach for my hand because you don’t want to be rejected. Is this the same thing? Or would I make you uncomfortable if I ask to go along with you? I’m just trying to find my place in your life.
1 Comment: Her – I don’t know where to begin…..I don’t ask you because I have said I don’t want to be in a relationship. Which would mean I don’t want a boyfriend. I know if I invited you out(let’s say I was headed out with the Joe’s) you would expect me to be with you(hold hands or be your “date”)…… I would no longer be the Kelly I am when you are not around. Several people have said I act different around you. I no longer know if I am the real Kelly with you or the real Kelly without you. It has become a blurred line. You want our lives to be integrated. I also try to be sensitive to what you are comfortable with. I did not do a good job of that at RiRa’s…..sorry. I told you I am not cut out for relationships, but you are designed to change that. Another thing, I have always said I go out with my friends, no matter who I am with. It was not my place to invite you. No one else brought a date. This is why I should not be in a relationship……… 12/28/2014
