9:50 pm; I am doing better tonight but still missing you greatly. I want you so badly to want me. I know things are bad, and my heart cries and screams. I am thinking I will text you on Sunday and wish you happy birthday. Maybe I’ll have the strength by then to not text you. I wish I knew if you are sad or getting mad at me, or if you are relieved I’m out of your life. I hate the unknown and this loneliness. I love you so much that I must do what is best for you. I hope I sleep. Goodnight.
Author: Him
A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.
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