You say you don’t feel connected to me, yet you never made any effort to connect. Did you ever invite me to go along with you and your friends? Did you ever introduce me to any of your family. NO! You hid me away because you didn’t want to be connected to me.
I get to be angry about being jerked around. You still haven’t explained what happened or why so so drastically changed from Wednesday wanting to see me to Thursday’s not wanting to ever see me again. That sucks!
My heart is shattered and my soul turns black with sadness. I can barely function and just want the night to close in and take me away. I don’t want to feel anything anymore. I loved you. You said you wanted to see me. Then you dumped me without any warning. We were not friends. You never treated me like a friend. I was more than a friend to you. I tried to be everything you needed. But in the end, I was nothing you wanted.
Can you even explain why? You ramble about not being able to love, and maybe one day. Is that just to lead me along? Make up your mind and have the courage to tell the truth.
