Did you ever notice the stamps on the cards I send you? I always try to get the ones that have special meaning to us.
Sometimes, it was just the regular stamp at the office. Sometimes, the post office would have the ones I wanted.
Just part of how much I care about you. I do want you to be happy. I am happy for you that you are finding your dream.
Author: Him
A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.
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I wish I could say yes, but now I will look more closely. I had noticed a love stamp or two, but other than that how can they pertain to us? I’m asking not sarcastically, I really want to know!
I always tried to get the breast cancer support stamps. That first day you talked to me (other than being polite) at the bank you revealed your awaiting news. You were so open and honest. I was moved. I found those stamps and decided to always use them to send you cards. Then, they were out of them at the post office, but I found a few more again.
I know you love me, but you have a life, with J. I wasn’t going to get in the way of that. You have been living together for a while now.
My life is ok. There isn’t any passion, but I guess in reality that’s not important. I’m taken care of and he loves me. What more do I need?
Passion fades. But, do you love him? If so, that is what you need. I’ll write more later. – I’m just formulating it in my mind.
I don’t know if the right feeling towards him is love. He is kind to me, wants to take care of me. I care about him, but I don’t know if it would be described as love. I continuously think of “what if”….
It’s ridiculous that at my age I cannot figure it out. At this point I have said yes, have a roof over my head and a warm bed to place my head down…..