I have been pondering if I waited too long for you to want me, or if I didn’t wait long enough. I am confused and uncertain. Yes, I want to be with you. But, is it worth the risk? Do I risk everything emotionally (again) to try?
I want you to know, I am thinking and wondering. I care about you deeply – I don’t know what to say, but I do not dismiss the idea of living the rest of our lives together. Is that just fantasy?
You and I seem to never be quite in sync with each other. And that makes me sad.
Author: Him
A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.
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I am cooking dinner and I am thinking about coming at your house. Thanksgiving and the few other times. I miss you. I don’t want to be with anyone, because I am sick of hurting people. I guess I am at a point where I realize why risk getting hurt and why hurt you?
I am sad most days, but I almost feel like I am used to it……
Cooking not coming….
I have commented a couple of times, but they are not showing up…..