It was nice to see you. I was really afraid of my own feelings, I will be honest, it has taken me a long time to get past you leaving. And the prospect of seeing you left me a bit unsteady.
I never wanted to make you cry. I am glad for you that you are piecing your life together and moving forward. I truly wish you to be happy.
However, seeing you only confirmed to me that I still have deep feelings for you that just seem will never go away. My heart jumped at the passing thought of showing up on your doorstep. But I am afraid that would not be enough for either of us.
As I said, if you are ever back in Vermont, you’ll know where to find me.
Love and best wishes always.
3 Comments
her 9/17/2016 05:50:05 am
I almost changed my mind about seeing you. I try not to let on about how bad things have been. I did not want to cry in front of you. I did not want to appear weak.
him 9/17/2016 03:24:37 pm
I ordered corned beef has at breakfast today. Not because I wanted hash, but I wanted to feel some connection to you.
her 9/17/2016 03:42:04 pm
Haven’t had any since I was last with you…..
