Cold and quiet Sunday

I’m still away, but today is the last day. Its a cold day with wind making more noise than the dishwasher. Christmas is in two weeks and I’ve done nothing to prepare. No gifts. No decorations. No plans with family.

I don’t want to be a scrooge, but I just don’t have any holiday spirit. I feel stuck just existing. Some of this is stress over money, work, and kids. The youngest is no holding up his promises, and that is causing friction.

I hope to find some holiday spirit, but I think all I found was a winter cold.

I think about you often, wonder how you are. Mostly, I miss being happy with you.

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.