Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.

You inspired me to do better.

 

I loved you once so much that it made me want to be a better person. I worked hard to improve myself, my home (in hopes it would become your home too). Now, that is not to say I did it all for just you. It was more that you inspired me. You gave me hope. And hope made me want more. I almost lost hope when you left…. But you showed me love was possible again. And that is the most valued gift you ever gave me. But, I still long for your love again.

That time of year again

It’s that time of year again.  Turkey, snow on the ground, cleaning the garage and loading wood. The lack of daylight doesn’t help my mood either.

It is hard not to think of you. I miss you more at this time of year. I was the happiest I ever was just before Thanksgiving 2013, and then the saddest I ever was just a few days later.

I look at family gatherings, people getting along with their lives, and wonder what might have been. I wonder how you are doing. Did you get any joy on Thanksgiving? Did you have any fun family time?

I don’t feel like it is Christmas time yet. Maybe next weekend I’ll get a tree up or do some shopping. But, really, who needs more stuff? (OK, one kid needs new luggage for a vacation – the first real one in years.)

I hope you’re not missing the snow.

Love and best wishes always.

P.S. Vacation was not so great…. to much family drama with the sisters.

 

All moved

Hi,

After 19 days straight of working on it, it is all finally moved to storage or discarded. Now I’m struggling to settle into a new routine. I know this is not really new, but not having an office is different.

You would think all that work (and 20,000+ steps a day) would have lost some weight….. but no.

Now I have to focus on working on the house. My summer list has lots left on it but summer doesn’t seem to be lasting very long. By the time I get out of work and get some diner, the daylight is gone.

I hope you are doing well. I think about you often and how lucky I was to see you. I still wake up sometimes wishing you were here.

Love always, and miss you.

I used to avoid the places that reminded me of you

I used to avoid going places, even just going by places, that reminded me of you and of when we were together. It would make me remember how much I miss you.

These places still make me miss you, and remind me of how much I loved and still love you. But they now also make me happy to remember what it was like to have you here. How happy I was loving you.

I will always love you, and probably always miss you. But I wouldn’t give up having met you and sharing the very short time we had together.

I hope all your wishes come true.

I just want to

I just want to make you…..

  • happy
  • smile
  • feel loved
  • laugh
  • horny
  • orgasm

I just want to make you fall in love with me again. I know that doesn’t work that way, but I really missed having you in my life.

Always wishing you happiness and sending you love, Me.

You’ll always have a home in my heart

I will always love you. You were my angel when I needed one most. Just seeing you for one minute brings back all the feelings, longings, of wanting to be with you. I hope you find the love that fills your needs. One that appreciates your gentle soul, and sweet kiss.

When I miss you

I remember looking up at this moon, and wondering if you were looking at it too. Wondering if you were missing me at as I was missing you. It was a Thursday night. I couldn’t sleep and just looked at the sky….. waiting.