You may be sure none of it makes sense… but it all makes sense to me. I will always love you.
Author: Him
A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.
dreary weekend
I’m just wondering how you are doing, what is going on with your job. I wish you well.
I still drive by the bank
Sometimes it makes me sad. But mostly it makes me remember how much I loved you and how glad I am that you were part of my life. It always makes me miss you.
I hope you are doing well and finding your way to happiness.
Friday, May 19
You must not know me
5/7/17
You write on your own blog that I don’t care about you and must be angry – but that is so far from true. The truth is you told me your life is easier without me in it. You stopped being a friend because it is easier for you to “live your life without worrying” about me. You didn’t ask me if I care, you just cut me from your life.
Yesterday was my mother’s birthday and I visited her grave today. It was her death that led me to asking you out. I decided it was time to take a chance and see what happens.
If you want to know how I feel, you’ll have to put yourself out there a little and ask.
I thought I saw you today
4/25/17 10:00a
I was driving through downtown and looked over – it could have been you, walking down the sidewalk wearing big sunglasses and a familiar coat, dark hair. I wasn’t sure if I wished was you or glad it wasn’t.
Hurt
Even stupid memes are true
4/6/17
Why lie? I know already
April 4, 2017
Why must you hide your truth from me? I was being your friend, but it turns out you can’t be mine.
You wrote “I no longer surround myself with men… I no longer care what people think of me.” And, that you are happy being single. Yet the very same day you change your profile picture and relationship status. You think that locking me away from your profile will keep me from finding out? There are too many ways to learn the truth on the internet.
It hurts that you lie to me so much. That is why I don’t post or reply to your emails.