I will always love you and care about you. I hope you can find some peace and happiness where you are in life right now; Embrace it.
I know things aren’t always happy or good. But, when you find some good things in life (and sometimes you don’t know it until its gone) rejoice in having them. Find your small moments of happiness or when you’re content and let those moments fill your day and overpower any negativity.
I know you have family visiting and that can place demands on your time, attention, and sometimes they are not nice – although probably without understanding they were. But, take time to appreciate having family. Forgive them for their shortcomings (as they probably can’t overcome them).
I hope you find some happiness.
Love, always.
I know you can tell when I have been here, but I still wanted you to see that I read this. You are right, I should appreciate what I have, not what others have. I think seeing others happy with their marriage made me think I wanted to try it again…..
Maybe this comment is selfish, but I only wanted to try marriage again with you. I have no desire to try again in my current situation.
I have decided to put off getting married…..
I hope you know that is not what I wanted. I do want you to be happy. I miss you.