All over again

I check my phone during the day and in the middle of the night. I wake up early, looking to see if you have written or commented. But, I know you have family with you, and are probably reasonably busy and content.

It was nearly a year since I last held you in my arms. And, just one hug had me falling in love all over again. But, now you are gone again. We have no plan, no roadmap, no promise to ever see each other again in our lives. My heart feels empty again. I feel lonely and can’t help but wonder, “what if…”

What if… I come to you?

What if… we run away?

But, I could never stop you from leaving. I know, you need to be your own person and find your own path.

Still, my heart wants you.

Be well and take care.

2 Comments

her 9/19/2016 06:05:26 pm
You could’ve…. If you tried. I will be moving in March…… No matter what!

Him 9/19/2016 06:08:10 pm
so, come home.

Author: Him

A story of love lost. Just a guy in love with a woman that doesn't want a relationship with him. She moved away and married someone else. I have shared this blog with her, and she knows the truth. I tried. I waited for a while. But, none of it worked. She is married to someone else now, but still drops into my life now and again. I am trying to move on. But, she was my one true love that inspired me to be a better person. If any of this story has meaning to you, please let me know. Thank you.