Tuesday, 8:30 pm.
Dearest, I wonder where we are on our journey. Are we progressing or digressing? On Sunday and Monday I felt we were closer and coming to a middle ground. But after visiting you last night our communications today feel strained. I feel like you are pulling back again. I seems that if you know I will be there for you, you don’t need to draw me in further. I promise to try to be a good friend and live in the moment and appreciate what you are able to give.
I will help you, as you allow, to dig out and get to a point of financial and emotional stability. And, yes, even if that means that I loose you. Someday you will understand that I love you, and what love really means. Thank you for being with me, allowing me to be with you – both emotionally and physically, and thank you for accepting that I love you.
