visiting and not seeing each other

You’re right. And as always, you are the more sensible one between us. I would love to see you, give you a hug, and hear how you are doing. But not visiting each other is safest during these crazy times.

I still want to be the one that greets you at the airport with flowers. The one who gets to say goodnight last. But, things have changed and we’ve both moved away from each other. The feelings last but the reality of moving on with life makes the world a more difficult place at times.

I’m not worried about not seeing you. I still feel in my heart that when the time is right, we’ll meet up again. Although you may not feel my hugs, I hope you feel warmth knowing I want to hug you.

And, I would not want to let go.

Be safe, have a great time with family. Thank you for thinking about me on your trip home. We’ll meet again – someday when life isn’t so complicated.

Love always.

I miss your ass

All the thoughts that run through my head. All the ways I try to distract myself. The times that I just lay awake in the middle of night.

It all comes down to the same thing. I miss you.

I hope you are doing well and staying safe.