Month: January 2020

It seems I’m never far from thinking about you… wondering how you are doing. Even after all these years, I still miss holding you.

Somehow, I just keep thinking about Valentines Day. The time I sent you flowers. The time you ran off to Canada and I sat in your parking lot for nearly six hours wishing I could see you. And now.

I just have an overwhelming feeling….that I miss you. I feel like I want to send you calla lilies.

I know I can’t do that. You’re married. And I don’t want to be the ex that causes a shit storm. As well as I don’t want to cause my own shit storm here.

But, I still can’t stop wondering what would have happened if it was me that you married.

I’m wishing you happiness and joy throughout the year. You’re always on my mind, in my prayers.