Month: April 2019

“In my heart I love her all the time.” F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby

I hope you have a good day with family and friends. Be well and enjoy spring. Heavy rain and minor flooding here.

Six years ago I kissed my angel. I remember our first kiss. Walking to dinner together, conversation, food, and laughs.

It’s been so long without her.

That I still love you? That I miss you? You know those things are true. But you are married now.

I never loved you more when….

I never loved you more than when I helped you pack up and move away. I knew that was going to be heartbreaking for me. But more important than what I wanted, was (and is) your happiness. I knew you had to follow your dream. I never gave up on you.

Yes, I am jealous

I am jealous and sad that you have something now that you couldn’t have with me. Maybe you are a different person now. But, it breaks my heart to think about you being married to someone else. I wanted that for us, for me.  I wanted you to be mine.