I am happy for you. You have found that thing your are looking for…on your terms. Sometimes I get so caught up in my own feelings, that I forget about the feelings of the people I care about.
It is difficult for me to chat with you as I still have strong and mixed feelings. You told me before that your partner does not want me to contact you. And I don’t want to be that ‘sad sack’ that just pulls you down or makes you sad. I truly want you to be happy and healthy. I always wanted that. (Even was is was not with me.)
I’m not trying to ignore your or blow you off…. I just haven’t thought of a way to be supportive and caring without sounding sad or lost.
I will always love you and am here for you if you ever need me.
I hope you have finished your move and are settling in. Perhaps this is the peace and happiness you’ve been searching for the last six years or so.