Month: January 2018

To love unconditionally would also mean to show your vulnerabilities, share your weaknesses, and let someone who loves you offer help. (and accept it!)

10 Qualities Of Strong Women That Men Can’t Handle

“and will do anything to guide, support, love, and fight for him;”

But maybe, that is only if love is reciprocal. It doesn’t matter how much someone loves you if you can’t love them. Finding a love that fits is perhaps more important than finding a love that is true.

After reading the link above again… it’s kind of like a horoscope – general enough to apply sometimes, but not specific enough to really be true to us.

I always knew you were a strong person – that’s what makes you so attractive. I always wanted that love. To be truly together, a team.

And, against reality, I still hope it might happen someday. But with each passing day and the occasional post, I realize I was not your love. He is still out there pulling strings like its some kind of game. You deserve better…. better than me, and better than that.

I did something I haven’t done in a while – I walked up to the bank on Friday. First, the weather was finally nice enough to walk outside. And second, I had to make a deposit right away because of the Monday holiday.

It seems surreal to walk in and see Austin there and not see you. It just took me off guard for a moment last week. The walk back to work was spent trying to reconcile my feelings to reality. Sometimes, you just forget and are caught off guard. Like when you pick up a coffee cup that a parent used all the time and the memories rush in.

Just rambling thoughts while missing you. Be well and find happiness. You deserve it.