Month: September 2017

I’m just wondering if, or how, we could have been different.

I just wanted to say hi and let you know I still think about you every day. I’m glad we exchange messages every so often. I am looking forward to seeing you when you come to town.

My feelings have not changed for you. I still wish we could have been together – I believed it would have been great. And, sometimes I still want that.

However, it didn’t happen and it is not likely to happen. My logical brain knows that you are you, where you are. And I am me stuck here. We could never quite get it together to meet in the middle. Emotional me still wants and desires you – and more so the more we talk.

So, my feelings haven’t changed, and likely won’t – although time will soften them and I hope I can be a friend to you.

You never really shared your feelings (how you feel now) or desires. I know there has been some hurt (from me), and that you have moments of nostalgia and loneliness. Also, a workplace that isn’t enjoyable and supportive certainly adds stress.

I hope you are enjoying a day off, and have time to just enjoy a small pleasure – what ever that may be.

Yes, love always – and care, concern, and best wishes.