Month: June 2017

I have been pondering if I waited too long for you to want me, or if I didn’t wait long enough. I am confused and uncertain. Yes, I want to be with you. But, is it worth the risk? Do I risk everything emotionally (again) to try?

I want you to know, I am thinking and wondering. I care about you deeply – I don’t know what to say, but I do not dismiss the idea of living the rest of our lives together. Is that just fantasy?

You and I seem to never be quite in sync with each other. And that makes me sad.

Thanks for talking today. I hope I didn’t make you sad.

I’m glad you have landed a good job and have a plan. And, glad that plan includes a vacation in November. Try not to be too hard on yourself – yes, you have to follow your plan, but you know you’ll reap the rewards eventually.

I’ll write later, but I wanted you to find that I am happy we talked, and I wish you all the best.

P.S. I did think about finding out what cruise you booked and booking myself – but I was sure I wouldn’t want to find out if you were with someone.

I still check your blog, but never see any updates. I see this blog gets no visitors – so writing this must be foolish because you won’t read it.

Best of luck, and love always.

You may be sure none of it makes sense… but it all makes sense to me. I will always love you.

I’m just wondering how you are doing, what is going on with your job. I wish you well.