I thought I saw you today

4/25/17 10:00a

I was driving through downtown and looked over – it could have been you, walking down the sidewalk wearing big sunglasses and a familiar coat, dark hair. I wasn’t sure if I wished was you or glad it wasn’t.

Why lie? I know already

April 4, 2017

Why must you hide your truth from me? I was being your friend, but it turns out you can’t be mine.

You wrote “I no longer surround myself with men… I no longer care what people think of me.” And, that you are happy being single. Yet the very same day you change your profile picture and relationship status. You think that locking me away from your profile will keep me from finding out? There are too many ways to learn the truth on the internet.

It hurts that you lie to me so much. That is why I don’t post or reply to your emails.

I learned my lesson

I forgive. But I will never let anyone get close enough, the way I let you get close, to hurt me the way you hurt me. I will no longer let my forgiveness become my foolishness!