Month: December 2016

Baby, It’s cold outside

I never wanted you to cry…. I always wanted the very best for you.

It is below zero outside for the first time this winter, and the house was only 60 when I got home. We’ve got some snow, and I know you sometimes miss it up here. Well, I bet you don’t miss the bitter cold.

I know you don’t have much in plans, but I hope I can help you have a little smile for the holidays. You should know you are missed and thought of often, even if I write less often.

I’ll write again or email soon. Best wishes always.

1 Comment

Her 12/23/2016 03:37:32 pm

It’s Christmas Adam(because Adam came before Eve-😕) and I miss snow, I miss the cold. I am very lonely and even worse, depressed. I should be excited with the new job and all, but……

I hope Puerto Rico is amazing and you are allowing yourself to find love. It is hard to constantly be searching for something that is not out there. I have learned I am not capable of loving anyone.

Sad, but true!

Random thoughts

I paid bills today. This is the first month in many years that I’ve had to carry a credit card balance forward. I hope I can catch up in January, but it feels tight to only have $117 in cash to last until Dec. 15. (Although I still have plenty of credit).

My sister stopped at my house and suggested I change the light fixture in my bedroom (outdated gold color). My first thoughts were NO! K#&&$ likes the shades….. they’re callie lillies.

Youngest is worring me again… maybe just because its December. I worry he is withdrawing. But, reality is he owes me money and is probable avoiding me until he can pay some of it back.

Its Saturday, and I’m done work for the day. Time to head out for a beer (just one… keeping to a budget – lol). I wish I meeting you at the bar. Lots of memories, including the first time I asked you to come get a drink and you just blew it off.

2 Comments

Her12/7/2016 08:47:58 am

I had a very long comment writhen, but it seemed like a lot of whining and complaining, so I deleted it. I hope you Wednesday is going well.

Him12/7/2016 12:24:42 pm

I like the long comments